"It's Funny, when you like someone, and. . they don't really like you back... its not so bad. But when you Really, Like Them. . Like them. . . And you find out that they just "Like You," It hurts....."

   Yeah so I was watching "Hey Arnold" on-line today and theres a segment in this episode that really appealed to me. It was the episode where He didn't like Lila at first but then after dumping her, he realized that he did, and when he told her, she realized that she didnt like him the whole time.  Hate it or love it, whatever, but take it for what it is.

dear xanga,  I tend to have madd shit cluttered in my head... i forgot reasons why i decided to start a xanga and all that bull shit.. but i also found reasons to really write in it for myself... if im mistaken, i believe i write in this to get all that clutter i have bottled up inside and everything i wanna say. i been honestly slacking in school... i need to do better... i need to put the time in to do good.. i know i can do good in school... but what the fuck is wrong with me? i know im not trying hard enough.. but godamn... what the fuck is wrong with me.. im sittin here chillen listenin to frekkin robin thicke... i dont care what anyone says.. that dude touches my heart... hes a great artist.. besides that.. its been a while since ive actually felt lonely.. its kind of a crazy feeling actually.. i was at my boy mikes house after we skated.. and i watched this skate video called bag of suck.. its the enjoi video and jesus it was one sick vidd.. i think im in love with it.. well no not really.. but yeah.. i watched jerry hsu's part in the video... it was amazinngg.. shitttt .. but fuckin.. the songs in the video.( i know this is gay) the songs in his damn part made me feel madd lonely and shit. honestly... it sucked ass.. i started thinkin like what the fuck, i really am lonely.. and its not a feeling i honestly enjoy. i hope this passes me by somehow, but for now, it really is eating me inside.. on a better note, ive been getting things going with skateboarding.. i picked up a new clothing sponsor called jamie marx.. its from some dude named matty and khalil.. i know khalil pretty well because hes joes cousin and everyones else filipino.. they havea big family haha... hmmmm besides that, i have a fuckin 4 page paper to type up so i`ll be ghost just about now!

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